lamhae dinaun mae,aur din mahinae mae badal gae fir aaj.
dard utha kai bar is beech,par har bar nazarandaz hua.
yaad bhi tarsi bahut baar, aur fir vo bhi thak haar kar muh faer kaer, ik konae mae jaa baith gai.
umeed nae, sar utha ke jhanknae ki koshish ki, beech mae bar bar.usae bhi dutkaar diya.
kitni hi bar ungilyaun ko zabardasti kheench ke layi speed dial no. 2 se.
kitni bar hastee kheltee, kuch aakhri yaadaun ke un peelae baksaun ko,inbox se bhi baeghar karnae ki vaehshi khawhish ko roka.
aankh ki kokh mae hazaraun aansuon ko, apnae un teenaun ajanmae bachaun ki tarah hi mar diya.
ek ek sapnae ke sinae mae, apnae haataun sae sach ka khanzar khopa,
fir ek ek ke ristae ghaav paunchh, unhae saaf kafan pehnayae.
kuch ko tau mitti de aayi hun,kuch ki sadti laashen,sawali thandi aankhaun se muh takti hain mera.
ek mahina ho aaya hai.
thak gayi hun mae.
ab na himmat juta pati hun , na unke liye khamosh jawab.
kaash ke laashen bhi khud hi jal paati.
galnae lagi hai ye, sochti hun kahin viran mae feaenk aaun,inhae lae ja kar.
shayad koi, inkae cheethdaun se hi paet bhar lae.
phir sochti hun ki kahin tumhari bhabhi ki vo pheonix vali baat sach hi na ho jaaye...
kahin ye fir se jinda na ho jayen...
tumhi batao.. kase marun inhe? kase khatam karun?
par tumsae bhi kya poochun?
tumnae tau bas apnae hissae ki mutthi bhar,
uchhal di thi usi raat lake ke barfilae paani mae.
nanhi jaanae, uspar thi hi bhi vo ginti kae do char palon ki hi..
kahan seh payin hongi us kaali thanadi raat ko
shayad taaerti mili ho laashen kisi ko paaniun pae.
ek mahina ho gaya hai... ab tau aadat bhi honae lagi hai tumhare bagair jeenae ki.
saansaun ko na chalnae ki..
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